北极地区野生动物保护区是美国最大的受保护荒野
1980 年，美国政府禁止在保护区进行新的人类占领 只剩下七张木屋许可证
这些没有多少脂肪，很瘦 Not much fat on these, pretty skinny.
再过一个月，他们就会长胖 Another month from now, they'll be rolling in fat.
但现在，他们很瘦 But right now, they're pretty skinny.
我一生中做过的最好的举动就是搬到这里 The best move I ever made in my life was to move up here
并在这里养家糊口 and to raise a family here.
当我年轻的时候在威斯康星州， When I was young and in Wisconsin,
我喝酒 I drank.
我抽烟，当时 and then I smoked back then.
如果我还住在那里，我现在可能已经死了 If I'd still been living there, I'd probably be dead by now.
我会心脏病发作，超重和饮酒 I'd have a heart attack, overweight and drinking.
这让我保持-- This out here keeps my mind --
我的头脑敏锐，保持清晰和敏锐， my mind sharp, keeps it clear and sharp,
让我开心 and keeps me happy.
北极保护区大致等同于 The arctic refuge is roughly the size
南卡罗来纳州的面积 of the state of South Carolina.
你走了数百、数千英里 You go for hundreds, thousands of miles
没有道路--什么都没有 without roads -- nothing.
我们的许可证只会到期 Our permits only go up
直到我们最后一个孩子死去 until the death of our last child.
100年内，将没有人 Within 100 years, there's gonna be nobody.
我们是最后一个 We are the last.
我降落在这里的第一个秋天， The first fall I landed here,
我在小溪口发现了这个半岛 I found this peninsula on the mouth of a creek.
我开始建造木屋 I started building a cabin.
我已经在这里住了 40 年 and I've lived here 40 years.
这是我的家 This is my home.
新木屋代表着这个家庭的未来 New cabin represents the family's future here.
不过是树... But it's the trees...
是水， It's the water,
那是我们狩猎的地方， that's where we hunt,
得到我们的木材 get our wood from.
这就是家 and that's all home.
只有土地本身就是家 I mean, just the land itself is home.
看看--看看妈妈在做什么 Look at -- look at what mommy's doing.
如果你做对了，你可以-- If you do it right, you can s--
坐在那里，你吹它，它会旋转 sit there and you blow it and it'll spin around.
它会变成一个圆形 and it'll make a round shape.
-像这样？ -是的 吹它 -Like this? -Yeah. Blow on it.
看？ See?
哦，那里 你去吧 Oh, there. There you go.
上次，科林和 Rhonda 在这里， Last time, uh, Coleen and Rhonda were here,
我想那是三年前的事了 I think it was three years ago.
让女孩们来这里对我来说真的很特别 To have the girls out here is really special to me.
你应该出去 You know what? You should go out
今天采摘浆果，鲑鱼， and pick the berries today, salmonberries,
因为只有一个非常短的时期 'cause there's only a ve sryhort period
浆果在哪里--成熟了 where the berries are -- are ripe.
科林，你--你知道什么是大树莓吗？ Coleen, you -- you know what salmonberries are?
它们是鲑鱼，它们与浆果混合 They're salmon, and they're mixed with berries.
-不 -不 -No. -no.
它看起来像，鱼蛋，鲑鱼蛋 It looks like, uh, fish eggs, salmon eggs.
奶奶用它做了很好的果酱 Grandma makes really good jam with it.
所以我们应该去--我们应该去看看 So we should go -- we should go and see
如果我们今天能得到一些，好吗？ If we can get some today, okay?
我现在要开始上木屋了 I'm gonna start on the cabin now.
回去工作 回去磨砺 Back to work. Back to the grind.
我想完成这件事 I want to get this done.
我厌倦了建造木屋 I'm sick of building cabins.
我想这是第 14 号木屋 I think this is cabin number 14 soromething.
我真的很希望 I'm really hoping
这是我建造的最后一个木屋 that this is the last cabin that I build.
这称为用刮刀剥原木 This is called peeling logs with a drawknife.
这些是白云杉树 These are white spruce trees.
而且，你在河边找到它们 and, uh, you find them along the river.
哦，我希望它脱落--都像那样脱落 Oh, I wish it come off -- all come off like that.
而你这样做的原因，它使圆木更轻 and the reason you do that, it makes the log lighter
两种方面，颜色更浅，重量更轻 by both ways, lighter in color and lighter by weight.
这些是非常坚硬的植物 These are pretty darn tough plants.
如果你看看这里的年轮，你可以... If you look at the rings here, you can...
你看年轮，它们有多紧？ You see the rings, how -- how tight they are?
所以大概从这里到这里已经有100年的树龄了 So probably from here to here is 100 years old.
所以这差不多有300年的历史了， So this is almost 300 years old,
这棵树， this tree, you know.
而且，这是一个--漫长的冬天 and, uh, it's a -- a long winter.
还有永久冻土 and there's permafrost.
所以树长得不如-- So it doesn't grow as good as the tree
在较低纬度的48州好， down in the lower 48, you know,
那样的地方，很热 a place like that, that's hot.
那只是，大自然的一部分， That's just part of, uh, nature up here, you know.
这里更严酷，这就是他们在这里的原因 I mean, to be tough, that's why they're here.
如果他们无法应对这种环境， If they couldn't handle this type of environment,
他们不会在这里 they wouldn't be here.
必须把这个木屋弄好 Got to get this cabin done.
冬天很快就到了， Winter's coming pretty soon,
并且--它不会等我完成 and -- and it ain't gonna wait for me to get done.
当它准备好时它就会来 You know, it's just gonna come when it's ready to come.
一二三四 One, two, three, four.
我的计划是两周，至少有屋顶， My plan is two weeks, have at least the roof,
最低限度是屋顶和门洞 you know, the minimum would be the roof and the door cutout.
我们很快就要开始建设了， We got to start building soon,
就像，很快 like, very soon.
我们昨晚到了这里 We got here last night.
这是一个地方 This is a place
我希望这艘船能过冬 I was hoping to get to to winter this boat.
它甚至比我记忆中的还要好 It's even better than I remembered it.
我们在这里 We're here.
这是她要过冬的地方 This is where she's gonna spend the winter.
这是一次漫长的旅行 It's a long trip.
我们覆盖了 1000 英里的河流 We covered, like, 1,000 river miles.
我们最终成功了 and we ended up making it.
所以我们在这里 So here we are.
“美国制造”是冬天睡觉 American made is to bed for the winter.
她很安全 She's safe.
谢谢，“美国制造” Thank you, American made.
你让我们在这里安然无恙 You got us here safe and sound.
而她--她做到了，嗯，她天生要做的事 and she -- she did, um, what she was built to do.
-好的 -你准备好了吗？ -All right. -Are you ready?
是的，我们走吧 Yeah, let's go.
-到时候那里见 -好的 -See you there. -All right.
所以我们要去木屋 So we're going to the cabin.
而且，爸爸正在把独木舟装满货物 and, uh, daddy's down lining the canoe up with the load.
木屋在我们上方大约一英里处 The cabin's up about a mile up above us.
我们会爬上去然后， We'll get up there and then, you know,
看看木屋是什么样子 see what the cabin looks like.
承受伤害，我只是担心他们-- Bear damage, I'm just worried they --
他们喜欢把屋顶剥下来 they like to peel the roof back.
我们的，这是一个低矮的屋顶 他们可以爬上去 Ours, it's a low roof. they can get up on top.
他们喜欢把它剥下来，然后从屋顶进去 and they like to peel it back and get in through the roof.
这就是我担心的 That's what I'm worried about.
这个地方对我来说意义重大，因为， This place does mean a lot to me 'cause, I mean,
我们在这一片土地的木屋里待了几年 we spent several years at the cabin on a little block.
这是我第一次来到的木屋 This is the cabin that I first came out to
并学会了在丛林​​中的生活方式 and learned the ways of living in the bush.
它是我们生活的基石 and it's a building block of our life.
汗水、鲜血和泪水， Sweat, blood and tears, I mean,
雷和我把它变成了一个家 Ray and I put in to make it a home.
我们在这里度过了 10 年 and we spent, what, 10 years out here.
这是我父母的第一间木屋 I mean, this was my parents' first cabin
在树林里 out in the woods.
他们来这里一两年 I mean, they came out here a year or two
在他们从密歇根搬到这里之后 after they moved up here from Michigan.
就像，如果他们在这里有过糟糕的经历， Like, if they had had a bad experience out here,
就像，我不会是现在的我 like, I wouldn't be the person I am now.
而我的姐妹们，意思是，我们都不会， and my sistersi , mean, none of us would be,
比如，我们现在是谁 like, who we are now.
这就是他们开始的地方 This is where, like, they started.
这就是，就像，这一切--真的一切都开始了 and this is where, like, it all -- really it all began.
我很兴奋，那里有残余物， I'm so excited that there are remnants there,
它会带我们回去， that it will take us back,
并且我们可以记住我们在木屋里度过的时光 and that we can remember times that we spent in the cabin.
时间恰好 Perfect timing.
这有点像--就在这里 This is kind of the -- the trail right here.
这将带我们到它 This will take us right to it.
哦，这太酷了 oh, this is so cool.
她在这 Here she is.
哇，它的状态非常好 Wow, it's remarkably good condition.
我以为熊会把屋顶撕掉 I thought the bears would have the roof ripped off
只是一团糟 and just a mess.
我有点好奇，想看看里面是什么 I'm kind of curious to see what's inside.
撬开 Pry it open.
17、18年， 17, 18 years, you know,
这有点像回到时光机 that's kind of walking back into a time machine.
我有点好奇，想看看里面是什么 I'm kind of curious to see what's inside.
17、18岁，我很兴奋 17, 18 years, you know, I'm so excited
这有点像回到时光机 that it's kind of walking back into a time machine.
- 有什么东西进来了吗？ -松鼠 -Did anything get in here? -Squirrels.
男孩，我还没有在 ahi wle 见过这把斧头 Boy, I haven't seen this ax in ahi wle.
哎呀 Geez.
哦，你真的有，比如，这里有一个烤箱？ Ooh, you actually have, like, an oven here?
-是的 -哦，那太酷了 -Yeah. -oh, that's so cool.
有一阵子了 It's been a while.
阿拉斯加杂志，木屋食谱 Alaska magazines, cabin cookbook.
哦，它有你的文字 Aw, it's got your writing.
我们必须把这件事拖出去 We'll have to drag this thing out.
哦 那是谁？ Aw. whose was that?
有一对--哦，一个很大的霉烂点 Got a couple -- ooh, a big rotten spot.
屋顶发霉了 I mean, the roof is moldy.
但是墙壁，真的没那么糟糕 But the walls, it's really not that bad.
哦，我的天啊 Oh, my goodness.
这些动物图片都有 There are all these animal pictures
当她在床上的时候 -哦，好吧，看看那个 when she was on the bed. -Oh, well, look at that.
- 她会坐在这里 -哦，我记得 -She'd sit up here. -Oh, I remember that.
看看--灯还是不错的 Look at the -- the lamp is still good.
-哦 -哦，我们有雪鞋 -Ooh. -oh, we got snowshoes.
没门 No way.
我记得这本书 I rememberhi ts book.
-哪一个？ -哦，我还记得 -Which one is it? -Oh, I still remember it.
哦，这太有趣了 Oh, that's so funny.
它非常动人 It's very moving.
它是让人动情 It's -- it's, you know, emotional.
但是当女孩们开始退出时 But when the girls start pulling out
所有的婴儿衣服，是的， all the baby clothes, that, um, yeah,
带你回去 that takes you back.
很难相信他们已经长大了 It's hard to believe they're grown up.
时间不会停止 Time doesn't stop.
我很高兴 I'm happy.
现在我们不必重建整个木屋 Now we won't have to rebuild the whole cabin.
只是--我们会把屋顶掀掉 I mean, just -- we'll pull the roof off
并抬高墙壁， and raise the walls,
呃，大概，像，4英尺高的小马墙 uh, probably, like, 4-foot pony walls.
然后盖上新屋顶 and then put a new roof on.
所以我很高兴 So I'm happy as could be.
而我完全震惊了 and I'm -- I'm totally shocked
一切都还好 at how good of condition everything's still in.
它 - 它看起来很熟悉 I mean, it -- it looks real familiar.
同时，没有打开门 I mean, at the same time, didn't open the door
走进去， and step into, you know,
1990年的东西 1990 something.
我在树林里呆了 40 年 I've been out in the woods 40 years.
这是唯一的地方 This is the only place
--我想生活在地球唯一地方 on the face of the earth where I want to live.
现在，我需要在那里 Right now, I need to be there.
我可以在这里得到你的签名，好吗？ Can I just get your signature here, okay?
好的 Okay.
但我这辈子从来没有这么病过 But I've never been this sick in my life.
好的 All right.
你准备好了 -谢谢 You're set to go. -Thank you.
你有一个很好的 You have a good one.
今天，我 - 我正在接受抗肿瘤注射 Today, I'm -- I'm getting an anti-tumor shot
以防止肿瘤在我的肠道中生长 to prevent tumor growth in my intestines.
四年前，我腹部疼痛抽筋 Four years ago, I was cramping up.
于是我飞到城里，去了医院 So I flew to town, went to the hospital.
他们看到我的小肠有肿瘤 They saw I had tumors in my small intestine.
他们取出了一个肿瘤 They took a tumor out.
他们把我两英尺长的肠子取出来 They took 2-foot of my intestines out.
他们说，“你需要这个割除 and they said, "you're gonna need this shot
以防止它们生长” to prevent them from growing."
在我的余生中，这就是我正在处理的事情 For the rest of my life, that's what I'm dealing with.
如果这--我就死定了-- I'd be dead if this --
如果我不在这里 If I wasn't here.
我会死的 I'd be dead.
而我宁愿活着 and I -- I'd rather live.
我要利用我剩下的时间 I'm gonna utilize my time I have lef
女儿和我宁愿活着 T and I -- I'd rather live.
去做我喜欢的事 To do what I love.
所以我要回我的木屋 and so I'm going back to my cabin
因为那是我的家 because that's my home.
我需要树林 I need the woods.
我不能放弃它 I can't give it up.
这是我的一部分 This is part of me.
这就是我 This is me.
我想他们已经在实验室里为你准备好了 I think they're ready for you in the lab.
好吧，罗伯特 All right, Robert.
你在树林里需要力量 You need strength in the woods.
你需要坚强，这个时期 You need to be strong, period.
准备好戳 Ready and poke.
但我会尽可能多地回去 But I'll always go back for as many years as I can.
这是家 It's home.
谢谢你 Thank you.
我会做我该做的 You know, I'll do what I have to do.
我的最后一口气，如果是在木屋里， My last breath, if it's at the cabin,
我会开心 I'll be happy.
我认为这将是一个非常好的家 I think this will be a really good home
对我和埃德娜来说 for me and Edna.
但是，嗯，这是一个女孩的地方 But, uh, well, this is a place for the girls.
这也将是他们的， and this will be theirs, too, you know.
他们是在这里长大的 They were raised out here.
但女孩们都是靠自己的 But the girls are all on their own.
他们现在不住在这里 and they don't live out here now.
当他们第一次搬出去时，我告诉他们，多年后 I told them for years when they first moved out,
我说，“这里永远是家 I says -- I says, "this is always home.
它永远是你们的家 It's al-- it's always home to you.
不管你住在这个世界的哪个角落 No matter where you live in this world
它总是在这里 It's always home here.
你知道我的意思？ 你总是可以回来的” You know what I mean? You can always come back."
而且，他们是最后一批人 and, uh, you know, they're the last people
可以这样生活 that can ever live like this.
现在，如果他们选择这样做，我希望他们这样做 Now, if they chose to, and I hope they do.
哦，美洲大树莓，只有一种植物 Oh, salmonberry plant, just one plant.
我们越来越近了 We're getting close.
就在这儿 Right here.
那只是一个 That's just one.
然后这里有蔓越莓 and then there's Cranberries here.
你可以吃那些 You can eat those.
大树莓 The salmonberries --
这些只成熟了大约两周 these are only ripe for only about two weeks.
这只是一个小家伙 It's just one little one.
一点点霜冻就会把他们击倒 One little frost will knock them down.
我们有点依赖他们，所以我们可以吃维生素c We're kind of dependent on 'em so we could have vitamin c.
我喜欢这里的朗达 I like Rhonda out here.
我会想念--时间太短 I miss the -- the time being small.
对我来说，我只希望我们的女儿们能来这里 For me, I just hope our daughters come out here
并像我们一样生活 and live the -- like we did.
我们的女儿教孩子们 and our daughters teach thr eikids
在这里生存 Hot survive out here.
不，让我看看 No, let me see.
你从哪里得到的--这些是什么种类的？ where'd you get -- what kind are these?
他们是从这灌木丛中出来的吗？ Did they come off of this bush?
这些就在这里，这些不是浆果 These ones right here, these aren't the berries.
你不能吃那些 You can't eat those.
我绝对希望她了解如何在这里， I definitely want her to learn about being out here,
教她生存技能 teach her the survival skills
我父母教我的， that my parents taught me,
所有重要的事情 all the important things.
但我不知道，只是被孤立... But I don't know, just being so isolated...
...远离人群， ...being out here away from people,
真的，真的很难 It's really, really hard.
我从来没有真正有时间和朋友一起度过 I never really got time to spend with friends.
现在和科林一起， and now with Coleen,
我希望她能够与朋友交往， I want her to be able to socialize with friends,
可以选择和人一起出去玩 have the option to, you know, hang out with people.
我希望她，有很多选择 I want her, you know, to have a lot of choices.
他们是浆果，我们可能为时已晚 Them berries, we might be too late.
我们得打猎 We're gonna have to do some hunting
现在回来的路上是-- on the way back now that is --
没有大树莓因为， there's no salmonberries because, uh,
如果我们至少杀死一只鸭子， If we kill at least one duck,
这将是一锅好汤 It'll be a good pot of soup.
我们得走了 We got to go.
男孩，河水很高 Boy, the river's high.
我们得到了最好的一天，鲍勃 We got the best day to go, Bob.
这再好不过了 This couldn't be better.
九月是北方最好的月份 September is the best month in the north.
驯鹿、驼鹿的狩猎季节开始了， Hunting season starts for caribou, the moose,
熊 the bear.
这是人间天堂 It's heaven on earth.
今年，我要回到我的木屋 This year, I'm going back to my cabin
和我、我的女儿和我的狗一起 with me and my daughter and my dog.
这将需要 2 1/2 天 It'll take 2 1/2 days.
我是塔莉西亚的妈妈 I'm Talicia's mom
和 thisam 飞行单元的一部分 and part of thisam fily unit.
我们要派 鲍勃和 Talicia We're sending Bob and Talicia
到河边的陷阱线 up to trapline by way of river
用他建造的船上 on the boat that he built.
南希是我的前任， and Nancy is my ex,
世界上我最爱的女人 the woman I love most in the world.
她在这里度过了四个冬天中的三个 She spent three of four winters out here.
然后她就不想再出来了 and then she didn't want to come out again.
那是结束的开始 That was the beginning of the end.
我们是一家人 我们互相支持 We're a family. we support each other.
我们在那里为彼此 We're there for each other.
我们爱彼此 We love each other.
我们只是， We're just, uh,
做我们的家庭单位有点不同 doing our family unit a little bit different.
下一步是什么？ 睡垫和睡袋 What's next? Sleeping pads and sleeping bag.
袜子，防水剂 Socks, uh, waterproofer.
这是塔莉西亚的外套 This is Talicia's coat.
我们还有两个人和一条狗 We still have two people and a dog.
是的 Yeah.
嗯，大约20年前，我想 Uh, about 20 years ago, I think.
很久以前 Long time ago.
我们一直在计划 We've been planning.
但是，10年前， But, uh, 10 years ago,
我们正准备出发，而她却撞伤了 we were getting ready to go and she had that wreck.
她健康严重受损 She was in that wreck.
她出事了 She had an accident.
她从某个人那里变成了残疾 She became disabled from some guy
下山， coming down a hill,
开车用手机说话， talking on his cellphone,
直接进入她身体 going broadside right into her.
他们不得不，把她从那辆车上拉下来 They had to, you know, cut her out of that car.
她什么都不行，什么都不行， She was just nothing, just nothing, uh,
昏迷 in a coma.
而且她在医院里待了很长时间 and she was in the hospital a long time.
他们没有预料到她会活下来 They didn't predict she was gonna live.
然后有一天，事情发生了 and then that one day, it happened.
你能听见我们吗？ Can you hear us?
如果你能听到我们的声音，请举起你的手指 If you can hear us, put your finger up.
那根手指向上 and that finger went up.
就像--这是一个奇迹 It was like -- it was a miracle.
就像，“她回来了 It was like, "She's coming back.
她又活过来了” She's coming back to life again."
然后一直以来，“她永远不会走路， and then all that time, "She'll never walk,
她永远不会说话” She'll never talk."
一些艰难的时光带走了她 Some of the hard times were taking her
坐轮椅去公园 to the park in a wheelchair.
她会看到小女孩跑到水边 and she'd see the little girls running down to the water.
她会开始哭 她就走了， She'd start crying. And she'd just go,
“妈妈，他们不知道自己有多幸运 "mom, they have no idea how lucky they are.
如果我能走到水边， If I could just walk down to the water,
我会很高兴的” I'd be so happy."
那段时间人们总说， People always said during that time,
“她会不一样的 "She's gonna be different.
别指望他会一样” Don't expecthe t same."
我可以拧断他们的脖子 and I could've wrung their necks
因为很多人说她不会成为 because so many people said what she wasn't gonna be,
她不会做的，她不能做的， what she wasn't gonna do, what she couldn't do,
她永远不会是什么 what she'd never be.
今天我看着我的女儿， and I look at my daughter today,
我为她感到骄傲 and I am so proud of her.
她只是没有放弃 She just didn't give up.
就像她的父亲一样，她没有放弃 Just like her dad, she doesn't give up.
她想要过好生活 她会按照她的方式去做 She wants to live life. she's gonna do it her way.
那是塔利西亚 That's Talicia.
她就是这样的人 That's who she is.
我会 I will.
真的，看你爸爸 I mean, really, watch your dad.
我知道 我知道 I know. I know.
请一起回来 Please come back together.
我知道 I know.
-爱你 -我更爱你 -Love you. -I love you more.
我先爱你 I loved you first.
不，我爱你一辈子 No, I loved you my whole life.
我会想你的 I'm gonna miss you.
我只是想举行一个小小的送别家庭单位仪式 I just wanted to have a little send-off family unit ceremony.
塔莉西亚、南希、我和鲁格是一个团队 Talicia, Nancy, and me and Ruger are a pack.
我们会为彼此做任何事 and we'll do anything for each other.
这是我对你的爱， This is with love from me to you,
安全的旅行 a safe travel
并一起安全返回 and a safe return together.
-赞美神 -嗯 好的 -Praise god. -Mm-hmm. Okay.
-好的 - 没错，鲍勃 -All right. -That's right, Bob.
我为这些家伙感到兴奋 I am excited for these guys.
还有，有点害怕 Also, a little bit scared.
鲍勃，不是，身体状况不佳 Bob, not, you know, in the besoft health.
需要一点推动 Need a little push.
-准备好？ -耶！ -Ready? -yay!
他很虚弱，但是--但他仍然精神抖擞， He's weak, but -- but he's still strong-spirited,
在他的心中坚强 strong in his heart.
但是，他想这样做 But, you know, he wants to do it.
那会带着他 and that's gonna carry him.
我的心只是怦怦直跳 My heart is just pounding.
-我们要试试看是否... -妈妈 -We're gonna try to see if... -Mom.
-...里面有鸭子... -嘘 -...there's duck in that... -Shh.
...嗯，湖，如果有鸭子的话 ...um, lake, if there's ducks.
- 给我背包 -松手 松手 -Give me the backpack. -Let go. Let go.
不，我会带着它 No, I'll carry it.
-你说对了？ -是的 -You got it? -Yeah.
哦，我看到一个，就在草地上 Oh, I see one, right along the grass.
是的 Yeah.
我们去树林里吧 Let's go in the trees.
走进树林，穿过出来 Go in the trees and come out through them.
他们可能... -是的 They might... -Yeah.
弹出来，嗯，他们会爆发 Pop out and, um, they'll flare up.
你可以射击他们 -好主意 and you could shoot 'em. -Good idea.
好的 Okay.
来了，宝贝 Here, baby.
跟上奶奶 Go up to grandma.
来，拿上你的夹克，因为你很聪明 Here, take your jacket 'cause you're pretty bright.
每个人都必须站在这一边 Everybody has to stay on this side.
我要在这里和科林坐下 I'm gonna sit down with Coleen over here.
你去猎他们 You go get 'em.
我看看能不能靠近 I'm gonna see if I can get close.
妈妈拍的不错 Mom's a pretty good shot,
特别是如果他们在飞行，是的 especially if they were flying, yeah.
我希望她能得到一个 I hope she gets one.
我听到了水上的 电子布告栏 I heard the -- I heard the bbs on the water.
所以我希望她有所收获 So I hope she got something.
你在哪？ where you at?
我在这里 我伤了一个 I'm over here. I wounded one.
来这厚厚的灌木丛 and he came around here in this thick brush.
- 在这厚厚的东西里？ -是的 -In this thick stuff? -Yeah.
你知道是怎么回事 You know how it is.
你找不到它 You can't find it.
有希望，妈妈 有希望 Have hope, mom. Have hope.
我得过去，从这边上来 I got to go over here and come up this way.
确定不是很深？ Are you sure that's not deep?
不，那里很浅，应该是 No, it's shallow down there, should be.
有时当你伤了它们时，它们会躲在杂草里， Sometimes when you wound 'em, they hide in the brush,
或者他们潜入水下然后坚持下去 or they dive underwater and then hang on.
看看外面的羽毛 See the feathers right out there.
好吧，我们必须找到它 Well, we got to find it.
我-- I -- I --
我无法忍受让动物受苦的想法 I can't stand the idea of letting an animal suffer.
我受不了了 I can't stand that.
一切都有生命 I mean, everything has a life.
每一个生命都很重要，都有一个目的 and every life is important and serves a purpose.
让他们受苦是对动物的不尊重 To let them suffer is disrespecting the animal.
这是对生命的不尊重 It's disrespecting the life.
所以妈妈总是教我们要尊重一切 So mom always taught us having respect for everything.
我要进去看看 I'm gonna look up in here.
科林，宝贝，过来帮我看看 Coleen, baby, come help me look.
我不认为我们会找到它 I don't think we're gonna find it.
我要看看 I'm gonna look
就在这里稍远一点 just a little bit farther down here.
当我过去和他们一起打鸭子时， When I used to hunt ducks with them,
从来没有真正找到他们的任何问题 never really had any issue finding them.
我不知道今天是什么日子 I don't know what today is.
就在那里！ 就在这儿 就在这儿 There it is! Right here. Right here.
这里 Here.
它仍然在 It's still.
你真的会很快拔掉它吗？ You gonna pluck it real quickly?
是的 是的，我会取它 Yeah. yeah, I'll pluck it.
哦，很好 我们有 - Oh, good. we had --
我们现在要喝鸭汤了，科林 we're gonna have duck soup now, Coleen.
当我在科林这个年纪的时候， When I was Coleen's age out here,
我妈妈总是让我和她一起出去打猎 my mom would have me always go out hunting with her.
我相信它给了我一个联系 I believe it gave me a connection
在这里长大的大自然 to nature growing up out here
和明确的欣赏感 and definite sense of appreciation.
它让我，我想，坚强-- It made me, I think, strong --
强大到可以一个人在这里 strong enough to be out here by myself.
我认为那是目标，就是让我们 and I think that was the goal, was to have us
几乎照顾好我们自己 pretty much take care of ourselves.
我所做的一切， You kn, oweverything that I do,
尤其是把她带到这里 I mean, especially bringing her out here
而一切，都是为了她 and everything, is for her.
我希望她学习所有的价值观 I want her to be learning all the values.
我现在的整个人生目标 My entire goal in life right now
女儿会成为一个很棒的成年人 is my daughter's gonna be an awesome adult.
这就是我的目标 That's my goal.
小心你的脚步，莎拉 Careful where you step, Sarah.
哦 Oh.
哦，那里很不安全 Ooh, that's very unsafe there.
我们没有-- We haven't --
我们还没有失败 we haven't fell through yet.
我们只是在复活一个旧木屋 We're just resurrecting an old cabin.
屋顶已经不行了 The roof's no good anymore.
有点烂 It's kind of rotten.
那是 30 年前的事 I but ilit back, you know, that 30 years ago.
这是一个漂亮、温暖的屋顶 and it was a nice, warm roof.
但是，当你-- But, you know, when you're --
你正在处理泥土、苔藓和木头， you're working with dirt and moss and wood,
它不会永远持续下去 It doesn't last forever.
我很惊讶它持续了这么久 I'm surprised it's lasted as long as it has
没有任何注意 without any attention.
这里有一个非常健康的小树 Got a pretty healthy stand of young trees up here.
那苔藓很好地保持水分， That moss holds moisture pretty well,
就像海绵一样饱和 just saturated like a sponge.
这就是全部 and that's all it takes
让幼树开始发芽 for the young trees to start sprouting.
在这里无需经常维护， Out here without constant maintenancy,
自然会收回你所做的一切 nature is gonna reclaim anything you do.
嘿，你们，过来 Hey, you guys, come here.
拉这棵树 Pull on this tree.
就这样 哦耶 There it goes. Oh, yeah.
好工作 Good job.
当我们最后一次离开木屋时， When we last left the cabin,
艾玛只有大约 1 1/2，几乎 2，莫莉 4 Emma was just about 1 1/2, almost 2, Molly 4.
所以看到那里的女孩似乎很奇怪 So it seems odd seeing the girls up there
在这间木屋里，雷帮助重建了它 at this cabin with Ray helping rebuild it.
这有点酷 It's kind of cool.
好吧 莎拉，让我们，抓住防水布 All right. Sarah, let's grab the tarp.
我们要用这种方式剥掉整个防水布 and we're gonna peel the whole tarp this way.
哦 哦 Oh. oh.
它在我下面分崩离析 It's coming apart under me.
好的 其中一些是可重复使用的 Nice. some of that's reusable.
它是为两个人建造的 It was built for two people.
所以我们所有人都会有点紧张 So it's gonna be a little tight with all of us.
所以我们要腾出更多的空间 So we're gonna make a lot more room.
所以我们要把墙再抬高 4 或 5 英尺 So we're gonna raise the walls another 4 or 5 feet
并盖上新屋顶 and put a new roof on.
现在我们得把这苔藓..弄掉，莎拉 Now we got to get this moss off the lepo, Sarah.
小心 这就是它烂的地方 Watch out. that's where it's rotten.
你在危险地带，莎拉 You're in the danger zone there, Sarah.
从中间开始，然后将其从侧面扔掉 Start in the middle and just throw it off the sides.
莎拉！ Sarah!
耶 Yhe
莎拉？！ Sarah?!
现在，我们只需要盖上防水布 Right now, we'll just get a tarp up
这样我们就可以盖住一切 so we can get everything under cover
开始下雨的时候 when it starts raining.
然后我们可以从那里改进营地 and then we can modify camp from there.
好的 现在我只是减少 All right. Now I'm just cutting down
一些草，一张好厚的床 some grass for a good, thick bed.
所以我们在那边睡觉时不会被淋湿 So we don't get wet when we're sleeping over there.
当我们刚开始来这里时， When we first started to come out here,
在 18 年前， at was, you know, 18 years ago,
我喜欢这个地方的一件事， one of the things I liked about this spot,
主要的事情之一-- one of the main things --
我之所以选择它，我认为是因为前面有这个草地 reason I picked it I think is 'cause of this Meadow out front.
面朝南， Facing south,
你得到很好的阳光照射 you get nice exposure from the sun.
我忘了它有多美 I forgot how beautiful it is.
它非常非常非常漂亮 and it's very, very, very beautiful.
莎拉！ Sarah!
莎拉？！ Sarah?!
你没事吧？ You all right?
我很好 I'm fine.
你确定吗？ Are you sure?
她还好吗，你们？ Is she all right, you guys?
我的肩膀 My shoulder.
好吧，我很高兴我们搬走了那个炉子 Well, I'm glad we moved that stove.
哦！ Ow!
莎拉，我们有一扇门，你可以进来， Sarah, we have a door that you could come in,
而不是... you know, instead of...
嗯，这个比较快 哦！ Well, this is quicker. Ow!
你是先脚还是后脚，还是... Were you feet first or back or...
不，我降落，就像，就在我的肩膀上 No, I landed, like, right there on my shoulder.
你看到她进去了吗？ Did you see her go in?
是的，我看到她像一条腿一样消失了，她的脚进去了 Yeah, I saw her disappear like a leg and her foot went in.
这是一种慢动作 It was kind of slow motion.
她的腿穿过，然后是她的身体 Her leg went through and then her body.
然后，我试图用肘部接住它 Then, I tried to catch it on my elbow.
但我只是带了更多的板下来 But I just brought more boards down with me.
好了，别再特技了，好吗？ Okay, no more stunts, okay?
好的 Okay.
艾玛跳下船 我跳过屋顶 Emma jumps off boats. I jump through roofs.
我们会看看莫莉的特技会是什么 We'll see what Molly's stunt's gonna be.
是的，真的 Yeah, really.
在树林里，有风险 Being out in the woods, there is a risk.
有时我想， Sometimes I think,
“我到底在外面做什么 "what the heck am I doing out here
和这些孩子一起在茫茫荒野中？” in the middle of nowhere with these kids?"
我们确实想保护他们 We do want to protect them.
而且，我们给他们自由 But also, we give 'em the freedom
探索自己的想法 to explore their own ideas
以及自己想做的事情 and their own things that they want to do.
我们真的希望他们有自己的想法 We really wanted them to have a mind of their own.
他就在上面 He's right up there.
哦，他来了 Oh, here he is.
好狗 Good dog.
爸爸，咖啡够吗 Dad, is there enough coffee
给我一杯？ for me to have a cup?
是的 Yeah.
耶 Yay.
我的余额现在没了 My balance is off right now.
谢谢你，很棒的平衡先生 Thank you, Mr. awesome balance.
你做得很好 你做得很好 You're doing great. You're doing great.
谢谢你 谢谢你 Thank you. Thank you.
谢谢你 Thank you.
惊人的 Awesome.
我很冷 I'm cold.
我们在船上遇到霜和雪 We got frost and snow on the boat.
这让我暖和起来 That's warming me up.
我身上没有脂肪 I have no fat on me.
我很难保持温暖 It's hard for me to stay warm.
我吃多少， As much as I eat,
我不能增加5磅 I can't gain 5 pounds.
我现在体重133磅， I weigh 133 pounds right now,
而不是 165, 170, instead of 165, 170,
这是我的正常体重 which is my normal weight.
142你在？ 142 you're at?
-32 -好的 -32. -okay.
我从来没有像现在这样 I've never been in the shape I am right now.
135磅，那是高中时代 135 pounds, that was high school days.
我失去了一切 I lost everything.
好吧，你从拥有一切 Well, you go from having everything
很少 to having very little.
但至少你有一点，你可以建立起来 But at least you have a little and you can build up.
是的 Yes.
我看看这个冬天怎么过 I'll see how this winter goes.
鲁格，加油 Ruger, come on.
好的 All right.
该走了 It's time to go.
我们去吧 There we go.
一天之内，我就回家了 Within the day, I'll be home.
我会为此努力的 I'll make an effort for it.
男人 Man.
当这都是一所房子时，我会很高兴的 I'll be glad when this is all a house.
-嘿，科林 -是的 -Hey, Coleen. -Yeah.
-挖掘它 -我正在尽我所能 -Dig it in. -I'm doing the best that I can.
不，不 松手 舀得更远 No, no. Let go. Scoop way in farther.
当你把原木一个放在另一个上面时， When you put logs one on top of the other,
我们放苔藓的地方有个缺口 It got a gap there where we put the moss
保持它，就像保温一样 to keep it, like insulation.
现在我认为这已经足够了，嗯，一次旅行 Now I think that's good enough, huh, for one trip.
我喜欢这里的发展方式 I love the way things are going out here
喜欢我们孩子的样子 and love the way our kids are.
我喜欢让他们学习和教他们的孩子 and I love to have 'em learn and teach their kids.
它对我意义重大 It means a lot to me.
我真的希望小科林 I really hope little Coleen
在这里感觉很舒服... feels comfortable out here...
...因为这里总是家 ...because this is always home.
这些木屋，我们现在建造的， These cabins here, you know, that we build now,
在100年的时间里，那里将一无所有 over the period of 100 years, there'll be nothing there.
最终，他们将只是这片土地的一部分 Eventually, they'll just be part of the land.
它会 - 没有人会知道他们甚至存在 and it'll -- and nobody will know that they even existed.
但是当你在这里养家糊口时... But when you raise a family out here...
...你--你刚刚成为这个地方的一部分 ...you -- you just became part of the place.
他们也做到了 and they did, too.
建立家庭， Building a family,
它会永远持续下去， It'll last forever, you know.
肉对我们来说非常重要，非常非常重要 Meat for us is very vital, very, very important.
今年冬天我们得去买肉 We've got to get our meat this winter.
这些都是超级新鲜的痕迹，他在某个地方 These are super fresh tracks. he's in there somewhere.
有，比如，涉及更大的后果 There's, like, larger consequences involved
如果我们没有驼鹿 If we didn't have moose.
天啊 谢天谢地！ Oh, man. What a relief!
回家是心之所在 Come home is where the hearts are.
好的 All right.
你不再需要这个了 校对chenym You don't need this on you no more.